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CHILE CULTURE (POST PLEBISCITE) 1989 🤘🏻

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Chile Post Plebiscite. 1989 📚📚📚

The most dirty sluts in the world! (You know, fuck very very well, burning and hot night)  You are a man you have a dick, you don’t have a Heart 💗

How much cost does your pussy? 🌸🌊🐚🌠🙏

My car?
Your car?
A lunch in a fine restaurant?
Or a Dinner in the Bahamas?

Easy, right? 🍓👊🏀

Who wants to fuck free in this country?
It’s better if the Dick that fucks you has money, right?

If your pussy costs a lot, then this men buy a ring, a house, a car, and many expensive dinners, it does not matter if the mother fucker does, If he is bad, if he is stupid, if he does not realize how you manipulate him, or you deceive him. Much better stupid, no? The idea is to pay for your pussy.

This is Chile without Pinochet. They are victims, they have no money, it is okay to price your pussy. Don’t worry, you are a god person, you are a victim. 

So? 🌎

“What’s up, you mother fucker?” 💿📀💽🎶🎶

This is Chile without Pinochet. THE PUSSY IT HAS A COST!

You just have to start crying.
No matter what Whore, Dirty, Bad, and Stupid you are.
It’s Chile, the country of whores.

Long live the Hookers! (She think is better of the person who cleans and cares for you. They believe themselves to be smarter than the person who cooks in your house. Stupid, Right?)

The Queen of chile, the Empress of this chile, post-plebicito, has to be the most expensive bitch of all. Right? You know, It does not matter whether it’s the man, it’s the same whether it’s good or bad, it’s the same if it’s stupid, it’s the same if it’s dirty, it’s the same if it’s fat, it’s the same if it’s not able to cleanse the ass, gives the same, fucking son of a bitch, have the money, have a fucking crown fucking!

I GIVE A SHIT!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 

The Culture of Chile, post-plebicito. I am Bolivian!

My heart mother fucker NEVER! KISS MY ASS! 💗👌🏻

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La Belleza 🍇 #Arte

ORFEO

Orfeo es un personaje de la mitología griega. Un músico que tocaba su Lira. Su música 🎶 llegaba a todo y a todos. Era una música a veces triste, a veces feliz, pero siempre bellísima.

Una hermosisima música 🎶

Olvidando los deleites del cielo 🌌 los pájaros bajaban en bandada y volaban en silencio alrededor de Orfeo y de su lira, para no perderse ni una sola nota. Hasta los ríos se asombraban ante aquella belleza y desviaban sus cursos, inundando campos, bosques y precipicios, porque deseaban acercarse al máximo y disfrutar, aunque sólo fuera un instante, de aquella belleza. Y las plantas 🌱 cuando se despedían del mundo 🌎 ya muy entrado el otoño 🍁 tocadas por aquella milagrosa música se regeneraban instantáneamente. Para ellas volvía a ser primavera.

De esta forma Orfeo enamoro a Eurídice. La Mujer de su vida.

Y el dia de su boda Eurídice inadvertidamente pisa una víbora 🐍 que le muerde el pie y provoca su muerte. Orfeo pierde a Euridice, el Amor ❤️ de su vida, mordida por un áspid venenoso.

Cuando Eurídice muere, Orfeo desesperado hace lo que ningún hombre antes que él había conseguido hacer. Llega al lugar donde ningún ser humano vivo había podido poner jamás los pies: EL HORRENDO REINO DE LOS MUERTOS 💀 ~ EL INFRAMUNDO 

Cómo es posible que se permita a Orfeo adentrarse en un lugar protegido por una prohibición absoluta?

SU SECRETO ES LA BELLEZA.

La música 🎶 de Orfeo es tan bella que convence al Rey de ultratumba de que le abra las puertas 🚪 de par en par.

Los jueces infernales escuchan su lira y lloran de emoción, las criaturas monstruosas que habitan aquel mundo tenebroso se sienten hechizadas por su magia, y los suplicios infernales quedan en suspenso. Las almas de los difuntos se congregan alrededor de Orfeo, el único ser vivo en la tierra de los muertos 💀 entre todos ellos se encuentra Eurídice, que avanza muy despacio, todavía afectada por la mordedura de la serpiente 🐍

Orfeo no puede mirar a Eurídice porque èsta es la ley del Averno.

Juntos, Orfeo y Eurídice, caminan hacia el mundo de los vivos. Pero, en un determinado momento, cuando ya están cerca de la salvación, Orfeo se vuelve a mirarla, e inmediatamente ella regresa a la oscuridad de la muerte. Para siempre.

Un trueno ⚡️ sella el drama repitiendo tres veces como un eco la voz del Hado inmutable.

Oh my lord! ⚔️ La historia termina de manera trágica.

Orfeo fracasó en la búsqueda de salvar a Eurídice del mundo de los muertos, pero hizo algo asombroso, algo que ningún ser humano había logrado, enfrentar a la muerte y vencerla por medio de la belleza de su música! Asombroso, no?

“Can you have a CD without a CD player? I don´t think so!”

Quinn Morgendorffer 💓

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BARBIE MALIBU S.XXI 🌈🤸🏻‍♀️🏀🍯💗📚🤘🏻


Sincerely I believe that for the society of this century barbies are not a threat against women.

The barbies (for more stereotypes that are of a beautiful woman) manage to make women love the women themselves.

“When you’re 10, you just want your barbie to be the prettiest of all, right? Well, you’d have to feel that forever! Feel this for any girl” 💗🍯👌🏻

I think the real harm to society is inflatable dolls 🤘🏻 which have only one purpose, to be the fun of men. Which I do not think any mother would like. 

Disgusting, no! 🤘🏻

We don’t want to be the fun of mother fuckers! 🤘🏻

We (Sweet women) want to be loved, and find our Ken, or our Jedi, or our Warrior, or Prince, or Emperor… Or any of those things that you have imagined since childhood.

📚📚📚📚📚 When men believe themselves to be Emperors, they go about making old fools who think that power and money are everything, so better that Princes, more sweet. But a super smart and sweet Emperor is fine and awesome. An Emperor must be super intelligent. But you do not have to lose your sweetness 👘  FACE ME! ⚔️ “Invincible Goddess Of the Sword” 超サイヤ人ゴッド I’M GOING TO DIE SWEET! 💘

Well. You know, the love we imagined since we were girls 💞💕💗💓💘💝

IT FEELS LIKE MAGIC, RIGHT? 

I love the barbies!

Little girls love it!

One as a woman does not have to think that someone “pink” and “barbie” is stupid. While you educate you can be as much barbie as you want. Capiche? I think we have learned to grow up in a society that forces us as women to extinguish us, to hide and to shut us down 🤘🏻❄️🚀

📚📚📚 The education is important, but the colors is everything! 🌈

The colors in our life are important, and if we lose that, we lose our light, our magic, our self-love. And this is the most important thing! LOVE 💗

A barbie belongs to the children! CHILDRENS IS THE MORE IMPORTANT IN THE PLANET EARTH 🌏

The barbies belong to men who love with all their heart. LOVE IS THE MORE IMPORTANT 💗

The barbies belong to women who want to see her beautiful. Comb your hair, dress it and take care of it. Like a beautiful mother. A mother who feels love, not anger for the beauty of her own daughter. LOVE 💗

Be a Barbie if you want!

Be a princess, be a super sweet Queen ❄️👘⚔️  Ice sometimes, only if you have to fight the battle with a disgusting woman, or a disgusting man 超サイヤ人ゴッド LOVE IS THE MORE IMPORTANT, AND LOVE IS PURE! 🍯

But be always sweet, be super strong to wait real true love, be smart “So you do not try to damage how sweet there i am. Yeah,  i am super smart and sweet! I am Happy, and i like dance!” and play with the children’s!

Fun, right? Well, Then you are a barbie! A beautiful woman!

Best regards.

Barbie Malibu 🌈🦄👙🙋🏻


The Crown 👑 

👑 I don’t need a crown! Don’t fuck with me small or high (Whatever) piece of garbage 👊🏻 The crown is my heart ❤️ and I have it at birth 🌺


FRIENDSHIP 🏀 #YourTeam #YourSide 👊

 

 

SUPER VIP.  BIRTHDAY GIFT 🌌🌠

Friendship is Pure 👉👈

Definitely, friends are the family we choose.

And that choice is made with total freedom, because she choose to be a part of your life, or you, choose be part of someone’s life (Something great to meet a great friend. It is not like this?) 

Friends gladden and enrich your life, spiritually & emotionally (because they share tastes of books, movies, art or have a hobby in common, or have the same style of clothing and love the same music, etc…)  🏈 You know, someone in your personal space of entertainment, someone who is entertaining with the same things as you. With a game of basketball in the garden, running watching the sunset, swimming in the ocean, cooking delicious dinner or just enjoy a good romantic comedy… True friends make you life better! 🌈

We could say with total certainty that no one can force us to have a friend. Friendship is a kind of natural love, which is born through admiration and mutual respect オリンピック・パラリンピック 🙏👘🀄🍚🇯🇵

Friendship is super important, even more so when we grow and develop as “adult” people in a somewhat cold world ❄️ And Friendship is the best circle where to move. Because you know you have trusted people 🔑

I don´t know if all the people have had bad friends. But it is super important to realize what kind of people surround us and what is the motivation that keeps them close to one.

Friends that are next to you just to access your social group, and get together with your university classmates. Just to give an example. Or people who just want to be able to put a camera in your apartment and see what it is that you do during the day, because this people feel an incredible curious about your private life, which is only satisfied if they watch you make pee 🐚

Finally the idea is not to do things to fit into a fake group.

If you are “twenty something” and your friends just think about getting married and having kids. You don´t have to feel compelled to have the same ideals as your group of friends. You need follow the path to your happiness.

Finally, one forms a marriage when one is truly in love with someone, and if you don´t find true love before thirty, you have to be brave and face life with your dreams of youth, and not settle for a mediocre life because you don´t can be alone and you want to be part of that group “Fake friends” 🔥 in a “Fake life” 🔥

If your friends are married, well, your friends will continue to be your friends in any way they have chosen, however different they are, because that is what friendship is about, wanting and loving someone being free to choose life that want.

The idea is “don´t push us for trying to fit in” and instead flow naturally. People who have your frequency will come to you, naturally, and people who don´t, get away from you, in the same way…

Friendship has a solid root, from which a friendship grows. Like a plant or a tree 🌳

This solid root is composed mainly of Loyalty, Admiration, Respect, Confidence, Love & Honesty ✨🙌

Loyalty is fundamental, and something super important for a friendship to be true. In choosing a friend we make a vow of loyalty with this person, a secret ballot, where we decide to be loyal to a certain person. Why? Because it is our Friend and loyalty is fundamental for the construction of an Authentic, Healthy and true relationship.

What good is it to have a friend whom you will betray and deceive? That would be called TRASH more than a friendship. 

Loyalty is as important as Honesty. A friend has to be able to tell the truth. Simply, tell the truth. Why? Because friendship is a true relationship. T R U E – R E L A T I O N S H I P! 🌊🌅🌌🌺📷

When you have a friend you deliver a blind trust, where this person has the keys  and access to our privacy. And we blindly trust that our friend will protect our privacy as if it were his.  Why should I be your friend then?

Trust in the other. Why? Because he is your friend, and your friend would never deceive you, nor lie you, what would be the point of friendship then?

When you are a child, you are more stupid, and you trust any person, and you think that person is as good and naive as you, and you give your trust, thinking that this person will be loyal and honest, but then, you realize that person was never be your friend, simply wanted to benefit from your friendship, frequent your friends and move in your own social circle, no matter if he was loyal or honest with you, if not simply benefiting from you, no matter how good or bad feeling you, because that person only cared about one thing, his own well-being.

A friendship never has to be that selfish. If you have a friend you want the best for him and you sometimes forget about your personal benefit if it hurts for you friend. This is how true friendship works. 

We have all gone through difficult things in our lives, life is full of emotional moments that mark us as human beings, the death of our pet, or of a loved one, lose a class in the last year of university, an important argument with someone you love, etc. And it is those people who accompany you in those difficult moments, the people who really show your love for you. Because a friend will never want to see you sad, depressed, or angry. A friend will want to see you happy, doing what you love ❤️👍

The ideal is not to be a victim, and become a burden of suffering for another person, not be  a nuisance for our friends “Oh, poor me, i´m a victim! you need to help me, comfort me, and take care of me, maybe take charge of my life” NO WAY! Friends love you because you are someone super cool and super strong, able to face any challenge you propose.

Many times it is better to suffer in silence and alone, to understand what we are going through ourselves, to understand ourselves and to know that we have the consolation of our own spirit.

But sometimes one is overcome by certain moments, and it is well to feel the confidence to share this with someone else…

With true friends, one always has the freedom to decide whether to remove the armor or not.

When one feels confidence in another it is because one feels that person is honest and loyal to you. One does not trust someone who lies and cheats. Who could trust a person who lies and cheats? 

It is one thing to know how to act 🎭  and to interpret characters with solid arguments, and another thing is to deceive, lie, manipulate and use people who give you their trust.
They are two very different things. Act 🎭 v/s Manipulate 😫  One is a talent, other is a fake life. 

In conclusion, life is full of people, the ideal is to choose with the heart the people around us, and the people to whom we give the keys of our prized privacy.

Having good friends is something super important, invaluable, that not only rejoices us, but we are proud, because they are the ones who are able to open our wings and blow super strong to see us fly 💘

I am grateful that the universe has given me such beautiful people in my life, to trust, they are the right ones, I don´t need more.

And bad people, they have the fake life they deserve. Fake friends, bad choices, fake life.

CHOOSE YOU LIFE! CHOOSE WITH ALL YOU HEART! LIFE IS TRUE AND BEAUTIFUL, THIS, IS THE MORE IMPORTANT 💫

 


“You really want me to take my heart out?” 💓👌🏻 WHY?! 

#MyHeart ❤️👌🏻😃 👑 #SisterLove  

“Sometimes when you let someone win, you give her what she wants, and you give her that happiness she wants, because finally this is not your battle, you have a war much more great, and this way the universe gives you something much better, the universe returns your dreams and gives you independence and freedom.

Sometimes, make other people happy, even if that person wants something bad for you, just withdraw from the battle, and let her be happy, even though you know that is not real happiness, sometimes that is the best.

Don´t fight, don´t get angry, just concentrate in making your life better!” 😜

“You really want me to take my heart out?” 

YES SHE WANTS TO TAKE  MY HEART OUT! 💗 and she have my heart. SHE IS MY TRUE LOVE! 💘 

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Sister Love ❤️️ #FamilyLove

 

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How to explain the love family, so complicated!

You don´t choose your family.
It’s just the family that touches you by destiny.
Unlike friends, Friends it is brotherly love that you choose. You choose your friends.

The family is different.
Everything works by tolerating, accepting and confronting things that you simply would not accept in other circumstances. Because it’s your father, your mother, your brother, your cousin, your grandmother, your aunt or your nephew. F A M I L Y!

But how hard it is, when you love someone so much in your whole life, feeling the real love, and in a moment of your life you finally understand, you finally realize, that person that you thought i loved you, only hated you, only feeling “stupid envy or something” (no admiration), jealousy and rage for you existence. For the simple reason because you exist オリンピック・パラリンピック 🀄🍚🇯🇵👘❤️👌🏻

I believe that a children behave in a way “evil” (Defining evil as someone who enjoys the pain and suffering of others.) Is not the fault of the children. It is the fault of parents who raise and educate them. Parents are responsible for delivering the values of loyalty, love and friendship of brother and brother, sister and sister, and not enjoy the wickedness of a child. That’s not love. Enjoy a bad behavior in a child, is something wrong. If you are an adult, you have the responsibility to teach the value of goodness and love. Love you brother, and love your sister. Not the other way around.

ONLY FOOLISH PEOPLE HAVE TO BE MEAN TO LAUGH! ONLY FOOLISH PEOPLE HAVE TO BE “EVIL” TO LAUGH!

It is complicated to have all this powerful energy of rage and frustration inside me, and try to focus on the sport without losing my peace of mind. Controlling the intensity of my training, and trying to be calm and in harmony.

To keep in control in the face of unpleasant situations, because with the family you face problems that you have to solve. And not simply eliminating someone from your life (Like friends) If not facing the problem because it is part of your family, and this is how families work.

And sometime part of family It causes you so much annoyance, so much nasty and you have to stay stoic in front of those situations (Because is you family) And sometimes you accept unjust things … just in order to be calm and nobody disturb your harmony.

In a moment of so much injustice, you need have the control, you need try to focus in your inner peace.

Why am I writing about this?
Because my  younger sister back to visit to my father. And I have had the greatest patience with the kids, i have patience with my stubborn dad. But I think patience has a limit. And that limit is something that any adult person has to have.

This is my last time with Dad. I am finish my independent professional projects, finishing the industrial Architecture plans of the company i am working freelance since I reach to “La Serena” and ending everything related to my health (mental and physical)

I am gonna miiss to live with Dad, but living the last months in Chile with my best friend, or living alone again is something exciting.

I don’t want anymore stay close to my young sister!!! So many good opportunities for talk and understand what happens to us two.

My sister belongs to another tribe. Not from my own tribe! 

My tribe love disney! It’s not a stupid thing to love disney. Disney teaches us to believe in love. “Disney you will be forever in my heart” My tribe love sport, and enjoy the happiness and the love of other people. MY TRIBE IS SWEET BUT SMART, IS EXTREMELY INTELLIGENT AND STRONG. AND WITH ALL THIS “INTELLIGENT” DELIVER SOMETHING BETTER TO THE WORLD.

My sister belongs to a tribe that hates me. A tribe that wants me to not exist… They are not happy with my happiness. They are happy with my madness, transforming myself into a man, Colo- Colo. A Araucanian indian boy, who does not want to deal with all this shit! or Transforming myself into an army general.

Oh my lord! 🗿👘🀄️🍶⚔️

Remember, i am not a victim of anything! I am a super strong woman, with a super strong heart ❤️️ Suffering is part of life. All people suffer for some reason. Crying and feeling pain (In your room, in tranquility, with music, or in silence), in part of our lives teaches us how to deal with evil. And be stronger. Not only physically, but also intellectually.

I don´t understand.
As nobody realizes that my sister is really a bad person with me, how I did not realize before? (Defining evil as someone who enjoys the pain and suffering of others.) She really enjoys my suffering, she laughs when i am crying. SHE IS HAPPY WHEN I SUFFER! (I would never be happy for the suffering of others, even if my worst enemy is suffering, not even so, I dont be able to feel happiness for something like that. The suffering of others will never make me happy.) She really enjoy driving me crazy. At that moment, she is better to me, the moment she despairs me, uncontrollable and makes me feel an incredible and uncontrolled HATE, at that moment she laughs, and enjoys.

And she is my sister!
The person I have to care, love and protect.
To the person I have to teach. The person who has my true love, a pure love, from my childhood.

WHY MY SISTER DESTROYED ONE OF MY NEW COLLECTION BIKINIS THAT LET HANGED IN MY BATH THE LAST NIGHT, WHY?  🎧🐚🎼❤️🍓🎨👌🏻💆🏻 It’s just a bikini. Something material. Something unimportant. I used part of my collection of old bikinis to create my art collection… so, what is the problem?

The problem is the reason that my younger sister destroyed my bikini (the last time that she came she destroyed a beautiful frame for my art collection, which I put in his room, a beautiful gift), and she laughed at me when I asked where was or why?

She wants to provoke my anger or my sadness.

SHE REALLY WANTS TO CAUSE UNRELIABLE SITUATIONS IN MY LIFE, SO THAT I AM TRANSFORM AN AGGRESSIVE PERSON (I AM SPORT WOMAN, ALL I NEED IS TO PLAY SPORTS). And i ask myself, She really likes to make me crazy?

Yes, she really want get me out of that tranquility, harmony, and autonomy that I have when i´m with myself. In this way she is a poor victim of my madness. When I speak loudly and demand an answer.  And not in reverse, I was not the victim of their “stupid evil” Like when we were girls. She is the number one! She is the only daughter. I AM CRAZY! FINALLY!!!! OR DEPRESSED!!!

Well, who would not go crazy in this country, where using swords is a crime. But grabbing a fight in the dirtiest and most vulgar way, women with women, is normal. NO WAY! I WANT MY SWORDS, AND A PAPER SIGNED BEFORE A NOTARY WHO DOES NOT BLAME ME FOR CUTTING THE HEAD. YES, I AM SUPER CRAZY, I AM A SWEET PERSON IN THIS COUNTRY FULL OF WHORES.

WELL, I CONTINUED. My sister is really really really happy when I find myself in this emotional state?  I don´t understand all this hate from a person that I love. Unlike when we were girls. But now i think and when I was a child, i did not think 🍓

I really always choose to cry first, because cleans the soul, and them i really try to understand. Why? In this moment where i try to understand i automatically return to my childhood, when i have to take all this hate as normal and not go crazy, and choose to feel pain. (The pain lasts only a moment, and is healing. But a person ‘s hatred lasts an eternity.)

The only difference (to my childhood) is that now i am aware of the “stupid evil” of my sister towards me, and now i am more intelligent to understand what happens, but feel pain, of course, is no something funny. The only difference is that now i think, and understand all situation…

WELL, when i was a girl and I was 10 and i lost the Olympics, or the opportunity to be an Olympic athlete was so depressed, my life did not make sense, and I had to be locked up, because my aggression “scared” my younger sister. I was crazy, aggressive and wild , for no reason! REMENBER, FOR NO REASON! Living next to a “mother fucker” literally, who played the role of father, and a mother that I did not allow myself to cry, because I had everything I wanted. Everything and more. So, they had enough money to send me on a travel to the basketball club, or the chess team. And stay as short time as possible at home. Reason for which i dedicate to travel all the time, and them i returned to the 14 years to live with my dad again ❤️️

When i was a child I did not realize all that shit life with my mom. I just wanted to be away. But my sister really enjoyed be the number one, she was the smart one (more than me. For sure. I was born to be a dancer or an athlete) and me just did not exist, because me, it a was a person aggressive and indomitable, wild, and I was to blame for being like this… there was no reason for me to be that way (A fucking boy 🏀 Who does not want anyone to bother him)

AND TODAY I RETURN TO LIVE PART OF MY CHILDHOOD. BUT ALWAYS I REFUSE TO BE A VICTIM! The things that happened, have passed and are part of the past, and serve to be better. And i´m a really strong person, sports woman, and i really have incredible strength. But now it’s the present, the present where my sister simply tells me that she can do whatever she pleases, although that hurts to me, although that does not she even do her good, her heart and her future.

And at the beginning i cared so much, because I really feel love for my sister all these years… Is my sister! My real and pure love. But is so much energy waste, that i no longer want to waste my powerful and beautiful energy on someone so bad with me, just wants to try leave me calm. But apparently she does not stay calm even if I lock myself in my room and don’t answer nothing, she really wants you not to be here, because “She is here” As it does when i’m in home in the north.

AND THIS MAKE ME CRAZY! WHY? Why she’s so annoying! Instead of enjoying my friendship. I am the big sister by holy god.

And now, that I am finishing my time with dad, that i am preparing the last details of the projects and finishing a lot of great things. WHAT DO I HAVE TO DO? Leave out of here, of course! May my sister be happy. She wants me away from her, and i don´t want problems, i don´t want confrontations. Dad is not in control of my younger sister, and she can do whatever she wants. And that means, provoke me, get angry, and laugh and make fun of me.

Yes, of course, love is always the right answer.

At really in this moment i want to hate my sister, but i can not manage to hate someone I have loved for so long. I feel love, and I suffer for it, At the same time i feel an uncontrollable energy (I hope it will help me to make higher jumps training this weekend.) like when I played basketball when I was a girl. And I just want to destroy the ball on the floor, destroy the floor or the ball, destroy the floor or the ball so strong that the whole planet hears the sound of the ball in the floor. And I become a fucking boy again, but and i’m a beautiful and sweet woman! Like when I was a girl, sweet and silly. But is impossible to live accepting this. WHY? What do these women want? I really have to be a man to be loved? Ok. I am Colo-Colo (An Indian Boy), or a general of the Roman army.

When I tried to talk to her before my trip to Mexico, in my 2015 birthday, and she talk to me, so annoying telling me that I was simply crazy because I felt so happy to have fallen in love with an athlete on the internet (Something stupid, I know!)  but for me at that moment was too sensational, it was like returning to my 15 years and return to have an idol. And my sister made me spend a birthday something painful, because I had to change. Grow Up! Why? Really love is not the most important thing in the world.

She don’t love me?

Is ok for me. Love feels or does not feel.
Is something that is born of the heart.
And you can not force anyone to love another person. It’s sad but true. And living in the true is something great.

When I tried to talk to her when I came back from NY, she was not even happy to see me again (although he asked me to buy clothes when I was in NY) she refused to talk to me, and told Dad, in front of me, that she wanted me to leave north of chile, otherwise she would, and that eventually did. Why so cruel?

SHE SIMPLY WANTS ME AWAY FROM HER. In that way, she is happy. So…

I will be far from her, of course, but let her remember how far away from my beautiful life she has to stay… And when she decides come back to me, I hope she has to climb stairs so long and endless, so that she feels the pain that I feel with all her hate.

AND REMEMBER, ONLY FOOLISH PEOPLE HAVE TO BE MEAN TO LAUGH. Laughing is easy, so many funny things in this world!  ❤️👌🏻

Is no easy sometime family love. Is no easy don’t love to my sister anymore, is my sister, and dad taught me to love her. Always. Because family is the most important thing. BUT MY SISTER REALLY HATES ME. WHY?

Just because i am exist. Just because i was born before her. Just because to be a good person, happy, silly, super sweet, very smart and sometimes super stupid, who loves with all my heart to dance.

I have a therapist… Always i have a therapist here in chile, really, or when stay in chile. Living in Chile is something complex for me. Because it is a dirty culture after military Government, the people in this country, they thought that being picky with yourself was a bad thing. That the top of the dreams was to appear on television… WHY? TELEVISION IS FULL OF STUPID PEOPLE!!! BETTER ENJOY INTERNET IS MORE FUNNY!

Here in chile you have to appear on television to be respected, although the only thing you are the stupid wife of someone famous, or just be a stupid woman looking for attention, the idea is that, be respected for appearing on television.

No thank you very much!

I have a sweet brain, which does not allow me to talk cruel stupidities, and feeling important. I say the truth in the face of people every time, I don’t pretend something fake.  I am authentic and true, i am like be this way… And sometimes the truth hurts, and one has to accept that and move on, in order to achieve goals, dreams, and everything one expects from life…

And this is part of my life, my relationship with my younger sister.
But my sister has an advantage over all the “witches” in this country. She was born as my sister. I did not pretend to be my friend (When we were teenagers we were friends.) She simply was just born being my younger sister.
So she have an advantage, opportunities, and more understanding. That people who have pretended to be my friends, and have only tried to hurt me, and have enjoyed hurting me.
That’s the big difference.

So, this is family love. And family love is not always great. Especially when you have separate parents. It is much more complicated. But love heals everything. And I have beautiful people in my family who make life continue.

It is too much sincerity for a blog.
But the idea is to understand, that LOVE IS THE MOST IMPORTANT! and really love my silly dad, but I have always expected him to face these situations, be an army general, to take these situations with a voice of command.

How can I be the empress of the Roman army? And Dad could not contral to my younger sister. And I trying to become a Tibetan buddha, to concentrate my strength in training, in my practice of rhythmic gymnastics, kayaking, and running. (I really hope to give rhythmic gymnastics jumps this weekend, or just practice them. Going back to rhythmic gymnastics makes me feel so happy!)

Ok. Good night everyone. I hope you have a better reflection than mine. Maybe you make me understand something else…

britney